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I would say I have no explanation for this, but uh. I really do. Behold: the first ideas for a Terror IndyCar AU that has possessed me for the last 36 straight hours. It would not leave me alone until I put some of it to paper.
Behold: Crozier as an established, relatively liked, if cynical, driver, upstart rookie James Fitzjames, and Hickey, who is, as always, totally normal and not causing problems.
The art is rushed, but I needed to purge the demons as fast as I could
#i have never drawn hickey before. its not good but I'm tired.#as always my sketches look better than the final. it's fine. im not annoyed. not at all.#anyway. today? an AU nobody hut me ever asked for and debatably nobody else wants. tomorrow? the same.#thought i was clever for making Hickey's sponsor be a vodka company after Crozier gets sober#could Not come up with a suitable sponsor for JFJ. too tired.#in my head silna is a very competent canadian driver on crozier and jfj's team#goodsir is on the pit crew for silna most of the time. stanley is the lead mechanic#runs their shop like it's the goddamn navy and nobody ever knows if he's happy with things.#blanky is either a manager or the guy to talks to drivers on team radio during races#anyway if i ever do anything like this i plan to have crozier ultimately win a 4th 500#but only after james has a horrible crash that ends his season and many press people think will end his career#just so he can kiss francis at victory circle#look. i have very little to say for myself aside from the fact that i have been going to the indy 500 since i was 7 years old.#almost 20 years ago#and the IMS and indycar is very important to me. one of the few sports i care about and want to follow more.#so. uh. yeah. watch this space bc it will probably keep bothering me bc I Need It.#(also very silly but i tried to make crozier and james's drivers suits have shoulder shapes like epaulettes. i thought that was fun)#again sorry for the quality but i drew all of this in like 4 hours today. i am a woman Possessed.#anyway im gonna crawl back into my cringe hole. see y'all#the terror
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anyways take heat waves seriously. heat strokes and heat exhaustion are real. drink water. wear sunscreen. stay covered or in shaded areas if you can. pay attention to your skin - if it’s super flushed and your face is redder than usual, get under some shade and cool down IMMEDIATELY. pay attention to kids and elders too.
#leah rambles#my niece from IA almost had a heat stroke her first time visiting Texas#my mom almost had a heat stroke while we were riding a couple of years ago#had to nearly drag her off the horse even though we still had 20 minutes of trail left
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can you believe they filmed these on the same day
#tues aug 24 2004#almost exactly 20 years ago. wild#anakin skywalker#obi-wan kenobi#the team#from rinzler's making the revenge of the sith#facts that make me insane
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A thought I’ve been having: While it's important to recognize the long history of many current queer identities (and the even longer history of people who lived outside of the straight, cis, allo “norm”) I think it's also important to remember that a label or identity doesn't have to be old to be, for lack of a better word, real.
This post that i reblogged a little while ago about asexuality and its history in the LGBTQ+ rights movement and before is really good and really important. As i've thought about it more, though, it makes me wonder why we need to prove that our labels have "always existed." In the case of asexuality, that post is pushing back against exclusionists who say that asexuality was “made up on the internet” and is therefore invalid. The post proves that untrue, which is important, because it takes away a tool for exclusionists.
But aromanticism, a label & community with a lot of overlap & solidarity with asexuality, was not a label that existed during Stonewall and the subsequent movement. It was coined a couple decades ago, on internet forums. While the phrasing is dismissive, it would be technically accurate to say that it was “made up on the internet.” To be very clear, I’m not agreeing with the exclusionists here—I’m aromantic myself. What I’m asking is, why does being a relatively recently coined label make it any less real or valid for people to identify with?
I think this emphasis on historical precedent is what leads to some of the attempts to label historical figures with modern terminology. If we can say someone who lived 100 or 1000 years ago was gay, or nonbinary, or asexual, or whatever, then that grants the identity legitimacy. but that's not the terminology they would have used then, and we have no way of knowing how, or if, any historical person's experiences would fit into modern terminology.
There's an element of "the map is not the territory" here, you know? Like this really good post says, labels are social technologies. There's a tendency in the modern Western queer community to act like in the last few decades the "truth" about how genders and orientations work has become more widespread and accepted. But that leaves out all the cultures, both historical and modern, that use a model of gender and sexuality that doesn't map neatly to LGBTQ+ identities but is nonetheless far more nuanced than "there are two genders, man and woman, and everyone is allo and straight." Those systems aren’t any more or less “true” than the system of gay/bi/pan/etc and straight, cis and trans, aro/ace and allo.
I guess what I’m saying is, and please bear with me here, “gay” people have not always existed. “Nonbinary” people have not always existed. “Asexual” people have not always existed. But people who fell in love with and had sex with others of the same gender have always existed. People who would not have identified themselves as either men or women have always existed. People who didn’t prioritize sex (and/or romance) as important parts of their lives have always existed. In the grand scheme of human existence, all our labels are new, and that’s okay. In another hundred or thousand years we’ll have completely different ways of thinking about gender and sexuality, and that’ll be okay too. Our labels can still be meaningful to us and our experiences right now, and that makes them real and important no matter how new they are.
We have a history, and we should not let it be erased. But we don’t need a history for our experiences and ways of describing ourselves to be real, right now.
#stars has thoughts#i'm not letting the exclusionists have this one#'it was coined on the internet' 'it was only coined a few (read: in the case of aromanticism almost 20) years ago' true. so what?#that doesn't make it less real#i hope what i'm getting at comes across here#(and that it doesn't sound like im trying to invalidate all LGBTQ+ labels lol. i'm trying so hard to not do that)#labels are social technologies. if they are useful here and now then they are useful#we are using technologies that are new and innovative and useful to us in this time and place#in other times and places they have not always been and will not always be useful#but that's true of any technology. doesn't mean we don't get to use them now#queer#aspec stuff#aro thoughts
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can you imagine being thirteen and having the world at your fingertips. everyone loves you - why shouldn’t they? you’re the epitome of a good girl, the ideal, the popular cheerleader type who gets The Guy. you giggle and you flirt with the football players and you have sleepovers with your friends (who don’t really feel like your friends but you’re all popular so you have to like each other, right?). you do your makeup and you bat your eyelashes and everything is perfect.
and then you start growing horns. you start looking like the devil - and you might as well be, the way everyone turns on you, starts looking at you as if you’re a freak, a monster. and, well, if everyone’s going to treat you as such, you might as well play the part, right?
so you rebel against your parents (if they’re not lying about that, too). you go out and you buy a bass guitar and you pluck at the strings until your fingers bleed. it’s better than listening to the arguments downstairs. you transform into people you’re not to pretend you could really be someone instead of the shell you are now. you flirt with guys twice your age to pretend you still have it in you, even if it feels hollow. you grin and you bear it but it’s hollow, in the end.
if you can’t be perfection anymore, why bother being anything?
(and then you meet the most wonderful people in your life. and they accept you as you are and don’t ask you to change. but you find yourself changing anyway, because they make you feel like you can be something. like maybe it’s worth it again. and you finally get The Girl. and maybe life isn’t perfection anymore, but maybe perfection is overrated, anyway.)
#hiiii i’m insane about fig All The Time actually#no it’s not bc i relate to her way too much why would you say that#no im not projecting here wdym. i would never#(yes it is and yes i am btw. but like. lowkey)#also it’s 1am when i’m writing this so if it’s incomprehensible that’s why !!#dimension 20#fantasy high#fig faeth#figueroth faeth#wrote this almost two months ago b4 junior year came out so if there’s any inaccuracies that’s why <3
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A very old fallout 4 oc, Calvin
#art#fallout#fallout 4#artists on tumblr#cats#calvin#hes from like...2017. that was almost 20 years ago.#gouache#traditional art
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gonna have to get a new (old) phone soon because although this one functions perfectly, it's getting to the point now where a lot of apps require ios 16.0 minimum and the iphone 7 stopped at 15.8
the current ios version is 18.0
#literally the phone is completely fine it just happens to be 8 years old#they stopped updating the os on it 🫡#i mean to be fair my ipod classic 5th gen is almost 20 at this point and still works#and they stopped making the PARTS for that like a decade ago#might finally get an iphone 8 lads i can feel it in me bones#every android ive ever touched died immediately and all the apple tech ive owned could be a museum piece#think my macbook outlasted 4 of my besties laptops#idk what it is but around me specifically apple tech is like old nokias. shit just will not die
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Everyone Introduced in Dimension 20's Fantasy High: Junior Year episode 17
#dimension 20 spoilers#dimension 20#d20 introductions#fhjy#fantasy high junior year#d20 fhjy#MAN what a ride#almost missed that ruben had a new intro card variant too. god bless the transcript search#that large ankarna was art scrolling on screen that i couldn't get in one go‚ so i put a few screencaps together to make that one#of which you can definitely see the lines of because it was actively glowing and moving which was VERY cool but hard to catch smoothly#i think if cait may posts the full Clean shot of ankarna themself i'll reblog that one too for posterity#(this one is also very off center because i had a corner of blank left over because i had to shift one of them to the side#because she was moved just a little bit to the side too#also MANNNNN that scene with bucky and kristen that was so sweet...... i'm really glad she's finally got the time to talk with him#he really needed it#GORGEOUS art this episode..... and oh god this next one is going to have me SO stressed#A BLUE DRAGON ATTACKING THE SHIP?? ALL THE VOTES NEEDING TO BE AT THE SCHOOL BY MIDNIGHT?????#lord HELP me#things are not going to go well i can feel it.#also sad that oisin might turn out to be a Very Not Good guy after all 😭#listen a dragonborn enjoyer can dream#also INSANE. INSANE THAT THE BAD GUY THIS WHOLE TIME WAS#i shan't say. but good GOD i can't believe it#shout out to notoriousmasc who got it right away like WEEKS ago
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juvie buddies
#alek art#td duncan#td mal#total drama#total drama all stars#(if i want to get technical)#2024#duncan is around 15 here... mal is around 16#ive thought really hard about them these past few days . in my brain they actually knew each other and canon is different#duncan and mike got along really well. in juvie mal refused to speak to anyone about anything and would fight as many people as he could .#he wanted to stay in there and far away from home . they get roomed together and duncan is the first person who mal can talk to . he isnt#scared of him . he relates to him a lot . like -> wow we both act out for attention and people think we are terrible because of it#duncan being a mentally ill teenager seeing mal an also very mentally ill teenager thought 'i can fix him' . mike and duncan speak too here#i cant really see anyone else fronting besides those two . their brain was on lockdown and mike wanted out so bad . i see manitoba as a#gatekeeper so hed handle some sessions with their psych. i want to say they (duncan and mike) get moved to a psyche ward just because#i have more knowledge on being in one and how it goes ... but yeah i like duncan mal a lot . this art isnt ship whatsoever though 🙏 i dont#see them as a couple their dynamic is just better as friends imo#but anyways in all stars they obviously recognize each other but have an unspoken agreement not to say anything abt it#duncan is a known criminal but mike isnt like that . mike hadnt even told zoey about that part of his life . so duncan wanted to respect his#privacy -> then mal starts hurting people and he has to step in . mal isnt a good person by any means but i dont think he was that bad in#juvie . so duncan had to come to terms that his friend wasnt the same person he was years ago (in all stars duncan is ~18 and i think mike#is almost 20... so it had been a while since they last talked)#them getting each other like no other and being in pain because they couldnt really speak . i see them having a conversation still in moon#madness abt their past and history . god i just think abt them and their wasted potential wdym mike and duncan were in juvie together#duncan was in for trespassing or destruction of private property or something really dumb . mal fought his parent(s) and got in for assault#mal was already in when duncan was placed . and duncan was let out early on good behavior + his parents (dad) mostly did it to teach him a#lesson . wrong of them or otherwise . so mal was just kinda stuck there until they realized he was actually not right in the head . think he#knew abt their DID but was only diagnosed in juvie and had to go from there . tbh he shouldve been tried as an adult but td logic . doesnt#matter dw guys . mike gets the 'was put on random meds that made him go braindead' treatment bc that was me . post mental hospital abilify#had me messed up
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do you guys like my new pfp
hii werewolf tommy kinard.. welcome to my brain..
#lou ferrigno jr#tommy kinard#911#bucktommy#i know this is lfjr but im thinking really hard about werewolf tommy#werewolf tommy taking buck out to the forest on the night of the first full moon#after he told him what he is#shifting in front of him in some clear patch next to a moonlit lake#and tommy is so gentle with him when his claws come out#willing his mind to and not take what he wants from buck#but buck did his research#because of course he did#and bares his neck just slightly#a curiosity and a glint of smugness in his eyes#to let tommy scent him#just like he saw in that reddit thread from 11 years ago#that he scoured for to know how to make his bf feel comfortable#when tommy believed it should be the opposite#it should be him protecting buck from seeing his canines and his claws and his eyes#but its not#and buck has the long column of his pale throat#just THERE and ready for tommys wet nose to dig into#and memorize his scent#and the gentle almost relaxed look in his eyes#at seeing his boyfriend at his most vulnerable#anyway#after about 20 minutes of some severe nose to throat action#tommy runs like 10 laps top speed around the lake and howls at the moon#while buck giggles from his place where they set a towel down on the gravel at the lakeshore#bucktommy werewolf au
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nothing - and i mean nothing - in my life has me feeling older than all this 'any fic posted 2+ years ago is ancient' talk i keep seeing float around
2 years is nothing
look at me. look at me in my eyes. 2 years. is nothING
#queenie rambles#i just. keep seeing. all these posts. about people saying something posted 2 years ago is ancient history#it's not. please. i'm begging. i'm on the ground.#i have a fic i've been working on for the past decade#my ao3 still has shit i posted almost 20 years ago#please please please please please please time is an illusion#yes my lower back hurts and yes my temples are stylishly grey but my GOD#something something how quickly people move through fandoms something something consumer mindset something something bingewatching somethin
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In the name of scoring prediction points by calling things before they happen: Jake Paul beats Mike Tyson this weekend at p(e)=0.6
#tbc neither of them beat someone serious like Tyson Fury or Oleksandr Usyk#and Jake Paul definitely doesn’t beat the Mike Tyson of 30 years ago#but like a mid 20s guy vs an almost 60yr old probably doesn’t play out that well#I wouldn’t be *shocked* if Tyson won but I would be slightly surprised
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i am in the silliest goofiest of all moods so i decided to take my top 3 ice creams of this summer and share with you which characters they remind me of the most. let me know if you think you are sillier and/or goofier by sending me your favourite ice cream
at number 3 we have Arpeggio as Haagen-Dazs Dulce de Leche, and specifically the mini tub that comes in a box of four flavours. despite the flavour's Latin American roots, i think Arpeggio would savour it because he likes to indulge in different cultures as a certified genius. kinda sophisticated like him, and just like his time in the game, short and sweet
number 2 is a cool remix of a childhood classic: blondie caramel Maxibon with the waffle. I've paired it with Rajan because the packaging is orange, duh but also because it has two different sides. the waffle is Rajan's regal facade, appealing to Westerners, whereas the ice cream bar side is rough and rocky just like the predator within
the Kinder Bueno ice cream is paired with Carmelita and takes the number one spot this summer. is this coupling based on personal bias? maybe! the flavours here are so nostalgic and reimagined into ice cream form perfectly. the cone and hardened chocolate on top form a tough exterior but inside the core is soft and rich, just like Carmelita herself. 10/10 masterpiece
#the Loacker ice cream sandwiches almost made the cut. i didn't pair them with a character but they remind me of Goodbye My Sweet#sly cooper#anyway i've started playing Great Ace Attorney again... i started a new save file because i couldn't remember anything#and honestly my criticisms have not changed#yes it's more tolerable now because i'm skipping a lot of the text#and because i haven't played ace attorney in months so the comparison is not immediate in my head#but sorry the pacing is atrocious#like it's 20 minutes of agonisingly long-winded dialogue and then 2 minutes of gameplay#and the plot points are so trivial and stuff the player has already pieced together ages ago but have to be covered in 9847 different lines#the Great Ace Attorney? more like the MEDIOCRE Ace Attorney AMIRITE FELLAS ???#like whatever sometimes you just need to trust your gut reaction or first taste of something because it's probably true to you !#i've set my mind on finishing it but im happy i have the same criticisms from a few years ago because that speaks on authenticity
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anyone else up thinking abt the tragicness of rose and the doctor and just doctor who in general and just ufhdhsjfhksk yk
#guys im so normal my source is just trust me#im acting like i didnt stop watching after season 3 bc i was too torn up by rose leaving#maybe ill restart instead of just reading fix it timepetals fics#we're gonna pretend im being normal instead of being sad abt a ship that died like almost 20 years ago#ugh just theyre so special to me and im always gonna have such a soft spot for nine bc he was my first doctor and just#yeah . im being insanely normal rn and def not abt to cry#dont even get me started on bad wolf bc i will go insane#timepetals#rose tyler
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love that gorgug just sounds like. anxious this season bc that was literally me junior year. what do you mean i have to start thinking about my future?? i’m literally just chilling??
#idk why i wrote this like i was a junior so long ago#i’m only five months into my senior year#i started researching colleges in MAY of junior year i was so unprepared#i still am tbh. ignore that i’ve gotten into almost all of the ones i applied to im still unprepared#dimension 20#d20#fantasy high#fantasy high junior year#gorgug thistlespring
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A very old fallout 4 oc, Calvin
#art#fallout#fallout 4#artists on tumblr#cats#calvin#hes from like...2017. that was almost 20 years ago.#gouache#traditional art
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